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Description:
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I am interested in brainwashing, mind control, mental domination, being mentally broken, being taught how to surrender. I will think I am still in control at first but deep down, I know I want to be tricked into thinking I do have control but then to find out that I don’t…it’s still just a fantasy for me but at a certain point, no matter what I think, there will be no turning back.
You are a dominant or sadistic personality who seeks a 24/7 cross Dresser to turn and then to own. If I come to you, you will truly own me. You will find me on my knees, ready to hand you my manhood and submit physically and sexually and eager to begin my training. You enjoy breaking a sub or slave in and take joy in my surrender…willing or by force.
I seek a simple life of submission, sexual servitude and doing instead of thinking…a chubby cross dresser to use, enjoy, pass around and more. Yours…to own and dominate.
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I am / We are:
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I am a 44 year old straight man who is 6’2” and 300 pounds. I have struggled for a very long time with an all consuming desire and that is to begin a completely new life as a submissive, cross dressing bottom. It is something I have wanted for 30 years but have never been able to accept that is part of who I am, let alone pursue it. After all, why would a successful straight man want to secretly dress in slutty women’s clothing, be hairless from the eyebrows down and wish to have a simple life as a bottom, slave, sub or whore…no more thinking…just simple joy in submission and being used by many? It sounds so weird when I read it back but that is what I have wished for in the darkness at night when my ego has allowed me to.
I am afraid of pursuing this but I am even more afraid of wasting my life living a lie…unable to pursue what I wish I was to preserve who I am not!
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