The lovedreamer and
sex-slave academy..where men learn to become slaves..intimate diary of
Pornie Slutsky
WARNING:
It was 2010. Adam awoke this morning
with sand in his eyes.Today, his re-training as a male would begin so
that he could better serve his new Female Owner Vanessa..
This story explores the psyche of submissive men primarily..ie men that
submit themselves whole-heartedly to the superior woes, charms and the
intellect of the totally free,...always superior in stature, in looks
and in vision as well as in their superior domineering attitude pf their
Mistresses.
Initially the innocent charm and seductive
power of the young women entice the vulnerable male; generally a sexually-frustrated
male past his prime or a young male too inexperienced who sees the good
looking girls and women around him look down on him with their usual squirm
and disinterested attitude towards him and categorically decline any sexual
requests.
Sexual gratification could no longer be expected. Ersatz-sex, as it was
called would be their lifes calling. Ersatz-sex usually implied
a promise of giving the Mistress some pleasure in the future either by
licking her ass, pussy or shiny boots. In exchange, a commitment or task
was expected of the male; either to submit to surgery, reconditionning
or usually to repair or renovate a dilapidated building.
Most jobs on the cleaner efficient
offices or high-tech factories were reserved for Females or their Level
5 Slaves. The more druggy, the more humiliating, or disgraceful jobs were
especially reserved for imbecile tasks slaves that had been conditioned
to toil, to suffer, to sweat in silence and to shed no tears.
The system in place was fool-proof. Once a male was registered as a unit
or slave, his course was set.
His New Female owner could decide what
to make of him. The procedures put in place by the OEDIPUS program were
well orchestrated and left nothing to chance. It usually assured the Female
Owners absolute Control over her units.
Usually, this assured that despite
ugliness in the outside world , the grace and wisdom of the ever wiser
mistresses , her power grows by their sheer knowledge of their slaves
weaknesses, his mental incapacity, his limited thought ability and vocabulary
and access to information which they withhold to keep their submissive
in the dark about everything but a limited task at hand which he was expected
to perform without hesitation
In the mid 2005, the women started
a deliberate evasiveness and control program with limited access for their
husbands or life-partners re Phone messages, general news, her shopping
errands, then about her schedule, her friends or other life-partners,
lovers , her sexual conquests, her emails, her investments and money and
other things important such as travel plans, moves, new pets or new habits
and lifestyles imposed on her submissive male life-partners
from one day to the next.. all without warning.
The submissives lives becomes more
and more precarious in their position and must strive to deserve and somehow
earn his Mistresses trust and attention daily.
Most women, even lesbians had 4-5 slaves
but a well to do woman like Vanessa would have in excess of 100. The unit
becomes unsure about his schedule, the time of day, the date until the
box he lives in becomes smaller and smaller while that of his Mistresses
will be to lead the life of a jet set socialite with her Mercedes Coupe,
kept spiffy and shiny by her obedient slaves.
Woman grow to abuse, humiliate and
finally betray them .. .while their Submissive enjoys the pain of pleasing
their One Goddess or Mistress.. Knowledge of the female motivation, interest
or boredom with the topic cannot be pretended because the writer of this
story is a lowly male with little understanding, but only dreams, urges,
frustration, wishes and commitments that greatly limit his sexually depraved
and very busy schedule pleasing a Woman that is taking his levels of submission
to higher levels every day.
Let me first tell you about myself.
I am university-educated, well-travelled, was well-read until 2005, used
to peak at womens bottom with my wife present. There are those that
would have called me a playboy, seducer, poet, philosopher with good taste
for real estate, winning legal cases and beautiful women here in the cosmopolitan
city of Montreal. But that was just five years ago.
Since then, my outlook on life has
definitely not changed. ..or has it I am just so thoroughly and utterly
confused...my mind scrambled by my instinct..my longings for some ersatz-sex
and my most basic and depraved instincts..Frankly, I no longer know wether
I am coming or going...
The center of my universe and the focus
of my attention is my wife-goddesses honey pot and ass , right there north
of her beautiful and shapely legs. Today, my Goddess buys extravagant
latex or leather outfits and my gaze is limited up to her ass, no higher..
often much lower.
I spend part of my days on my knees
, cleaning the house, the bathroom , the kitchen and I look forward to
the tick-tuck of those sexy heals on the wood floor in that ornates our
luxurious and comfortable home in a wealthy neighbourhood riddled with
Mercedes, Jaguars and SUVs generally with women being chauffeured
in them by their slaves or husbands. One day everything changed for me!
Once my glasses had been been smashed
by the heels of my Life-Partner /Wife/ Mistress after I once brought her
the wrong color of roses when she shouted: Why the hell do you need glasses
anyway for. You cant even bring me the mauve roses I so adore. The
word wife was officially deleted in 2008 and replaced by DLP-Demanding
Life-Partner and SLP-Submissive Life-Partner.
She shouted at me at the top of her
lungs What mediocrity. ! You are incapable of making decisions.
Ill grow to expect it from you but what I prefer even more is a
constant and lowly state of Obedience , while your brain emits only those
mediocre beta waves but you are still in need of a lot of training to
help me redefine our relationship. Your chastity has made you a bit more
responsive but the sperm you deliver is insufficient and thr foreplay
sessions are still lacking in true slc, submissive loving care!
You must learn from talking back to
me when I emit my wishes and commands. You can spare me your lecturing
about your Globe and Mail articles and reviews that make you sound more
learned than you truly are. No more of your time wasted on this when you
should be peeling the potatoes or ironing my shirts
or down on your
knees making the floor shine . Total Ignorance for you shall be bliss.
All you need to know is that I ll decide
from now on when you ll eat, sleep, shit , urinate or eat pussy, wimper
or jerk off. Our relationship will be one of total freedom for me, freedom
to sleep, to eat, to fuck , to whip you, to humiliate you and to degrade
you as I and when I wish.
. I was quite troubled
by what she said but deep down somewhat excited as what devilish plans
she was up to so I just said. Yes Mistress..I
said with my usual degree of sarcasm and cynicism..
No more Satellite TV and lounging for
you either. ..just some instructional videos from my Introductory submit
and obey (ISO 9005) series. She read aloud the contents of a brochure
which has been mailed to her. The envelope was marked Confidential
FOR DLP USE ONLY. She rambled on
1- Always choose Obedience over self-doubt,
dont hesitate to choose Instinct and emotion over reason, have him focus
on hope for pleasure instead of self-respect .;then trade Pleasure for
Fantasmic abstinence to and ultimately for veneration for your Mistress;
2- 5 exercises on applying these
principles and help cement his new identity as a SLP or SLA - slave
to Another.
3- Teach him to Live Down there...the
life of a sex-starved insect. Teaching him the life of an insect. Restraining
him and Have him Focus solely on your Ass, Toes and Pussy.No more wall
Street Journal..no More Globe&Mail. Over are those days of smug
passivity... Limit eye contact to Discipline or Sodomy sessions . 4
exercises that bring home the meaning of the word Humility and submission..
4- Have him become more and more
dependent on you- his Owner or Mistress. You shall become his Sole provider
of News of the World ,of Shelter, of Affection, of Food, of Discipline
, of Tears, of his Pain and Punishment...of his fantasies and maybe
occasionally on some hard-earned release..
5- The slave shall learn to take
nothing for granted but a Good whipping . You will tell him the tasks
he is to perform for you, the time of day, your expectations
for
the Ersatz-sex, the Eternal Hope and Illusion of sex...and to tell you
whether youre coming or going! .
6- 5 exercises that illustrate what
is meant by Blind Obedience and Medicated Pussy Dependence..so essential
in the initial formative years.
7- Dull his memory skills , learning
skills and IQ in line with his new station in life! Evacuate all thoughts
and habits from his previous life when the slave was a husband, lover
or boyfriend. Reward stupidity, senility and passivity. Discourage and
punish initatives, plans and/or any assumptions.
8- Have the Slave responding to
all the triggers and Conditioning training.Understanding the tools,
cool high tech devices, instruments, agents and other tried and proven
baser technologies to help the SLP accept and focus on his role and
graduate with humiliation into the slavedom, subservience and blind
obedience..that he so craves.
9- Most of these mind-control tools
had been developed and used successfully by the US Army. The New Vocabulary
called SLP language was international and in the transition in the early
2005 had been around 500 words of English and French mixed with Latin.
The challenge was to have the older males unlearn the bad words forbidden
for their use. Continual efforts had been made to reduce this vocabulary
to a less than 100 words...ensuring the SIMPLETHINK and PAVLOV100 training
programs.
Those included and made it clear
that a SLP should never expect, hesitate, pretend, communicate, assume,
undertake, stare (eye-contact) , doubt, question, read, motivate, order,
eavesdrop, stand tall, talk back or own, feel entitled, or otherwise
formulate, plan ,organize or purchase any articles or services.Those
words and concepts had to be unlearned and were strictly VERBOTEN. They
were now for the exclusive use of DLPs and various penalties existed
for first-time offences and the TV shows like Slave on Train
or Train your Slave were used to entrench these edicts and their key
words were things like request, beg,fear, deliver, execute, repair,
clean, cook, kneel, bow, lick, hurry, lift, deliver, carry and otherwise
perform orders of his DLP.
Practical
exercises and rituals to destabilize and rid the SLP of ego, equilibrium
and frames of reference...maturity or judgement. Learning the meaning
of the word precarious. Trade promises of work
and sacrifice in exchange of smiles, suggestions, dreams and Ersatz-sex.
In 2009, my Life-Partner registered me in the Love-dreamer Academy as
pretence to help me lose weight and help me discuss my inadequate loving
patterns with other men with similar problems.
The Academy was run in a very efficient manner by a corps of 10 women,
each methodically acting with an air of assurance, of superiority and
of humour and mischief that bordered on the devilish at times. All of
these women irradiated a rare sexiness and seductive power that brought
the males at this remote house in the Quebec Laurentian Mountains to an
area where they become very eager to please those womens unquantifiable
whims and fantasies..
In a nutshell, the three-week training dealt with the following topics
and men were encouraged to contribute as long as the comments were helpful
to the others, served in the process of transformation in the spirit and
was supportive of the main thesis that women were superior and were created
to direct men into pleasing and worshipping them.
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