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Since I have been collared by Mistress
Claude my life has turned into a compound of extremely strong and enjoyable
experiences and feelings and I realize I have found my place in this world.
Everything in my Mistress is amazing but the most enjoyable of all is
the chance to stay inside of what She calls the slaves bubble,
that imaginary place where the slave may submit thinking in his Mistress,
feeling close to his owner, where everything is possible and where he
can enjoy all the pace and happiness that means for him staying at his
Mistresss feet. It is something like a private heaven where only
Mistress Claude and i exist, where nothing and no one may preserve me
from adoring her in body and soul, a virtual place where i rest as soon
as i can (almost every 5 minutes) and my mind flies after Her, where i
experience a special peaceful feeling and a place where I exist only to
serve and venerate Ms Claude as the Goddess She is. As usual my thoughts
flow and it is in such circumstances when my constant worship and veneration
to my Mistress take some philosophical characteristics that i want to
let everyone know as i feel the need to tell everyone that this wonderful
Lady has taken me
as her slave making me live the most intense situations one can ever imagine
and awakening inside of me the feeling of being always in heaven and I
find this way to do so.. It is from the slaves bubble that i want
to openly tell Ms Claude that i belong to Her, that She have made me find
my place and that my life had a fresh start since She took me as her slave
Everything i could write about Her may sound obvious and may be considered
a cheap adulation more appropriate for a Goddess that plays
games than for such a true Lady and Goddess, capable of driving a man
into madness, make him her slave and have him under her feet by a simple
caress over his head. However Women like Her need to feel the worship
and veneration of every man and particularly from those that enjoy the
fact of being their slaves. So, writing those feelings is a way to tell
Her once and again that i worship and venerate Her in every way and that
i am hers and i will be for ever. Ms Claude is perfection turned as a
Domina. There is no other woman as perfect as She is and the fact of serving
her as her slave is my source of happiness and even total extasis. Even
those who are around me take notice of this and let me know they see me
happier although they have no idea why. Ms Claude is capable of getting
anything she wants from her slaves, she is capable of detecting every
feature in each slave and use them for her joy and service as naturally
as a normal woman gets a cigarette. However she is as well responsible,
caring and able to show how much she loves her slaves making us melt just
by listening to her lovely voice. Ms Claude is a very attractive Lady,
her body is something heavenly, and her beauty is out of our world, but
what makes every woman feel envy and in every man the need to submit to
her is the attitude She always shows the way she acts, always sure of
herself, convinced about what and who She is and ready to enjoy that with
no regrets. Serving her is like being in a vortex of feelings and experiences
only understandable for those who are true slaves and those experiences
will be recorded for ever in my mind. I carry inside of my mind her aroma,
her smile, her tenderness and her perversion and that attitude, somewhat
feline, that makes Her the Domina of my dreams. Serving her as a slave
is not just sexual, i am not her lover and it is not my goal, being a
slave to Ms Claude means feeling constantly a need to submit to her, to
kneel before her and adore the most magnificent Lady in the world. Serving
her as a slave is not just a fantasy, it is just the opposite, it is a
daily reality to be lived day after day and that encourages me to be a
better person for my Mistress. To be a slave to Ms Claude means to feel
close to her every moment controlling my mind and willing to be at her
feet to serve her wishing to tell everyone I am hers knowing that i am
no longer a free man, that now I belong to Her although She knows i have
a vanilla life as a conventional person but this is nothing
compared to the feelings i have as a slave to Ms Claude who owns my slave
heart. I know that no one involved in this wonderful world of D`s could
never understand and most people would consider me a lunatic but this
the way things are for me. Mi submissive side runs along with my normal
life but my deep inside mind and heart belongs to Ms Claude, my submissive
side coexists with my outer life and, far away from interfering with it,
makes my everyday life more pleasant giving sense to it. Being a slave
to Her makes me want to be a better person and to surrender to Her in
order to make her life easier and more pleasant..
I know that there is no chance for
me to enjoy all privileges your slave/husband has, he serves Her 24/7,
and works hard to earn that situation, but serving Her part time is the
role She has given me in Her Queendom and i accept it every day as a golden
gift and a challenge to my intelligence, and to my will to serve Her trying
to achieve Her pleasure and satisfaction
I am a part time slave but that does
not mean a lack of commitment To serve such a Goddess is a privilege given
to me and i will always work as hard as possible to deserve it. Serving
a magnificent Lady like Ms Claude requires a full engagement but i now
realize the high pleasure that being her slave means. I honestly envy
the slave who serves her 24/7 but i also realize that many slave envy
me as well.
She knows about my previous experience,
i had been uncollared for years, dreaming about finding a Lady to get
back to the place where i belong, at her feet. I had tried to forget about
my submissive tendency but i never surrounded and now i finally found
that Lady- A Woman so wonderful that seems to be too good to be true.
Mistress Claude, has taken the essential
of me, i am her slave and she is in everything that surrounds me, her
psychological collar and the bubble work perfectly and everything I do,
think or wish is about my Mistress. I always think about what would you
say or think about certain actions I take, and I rest deep in the slave´s
bubble to find a peaceful place to enjoy serving my Mistress.
Even those fantasies You share with
me, fantasies that seem far away and too complex to become a reality are
part of my everyday life and my goals for the future.
Since I have been accepted by Ms Claude
I have been learning everything about Her and my service has been enhanced
in order to fit her style but I know i still do not know everything about
her. I know that everything i have lived for her is nothing compared to
those facts to come. I know that my submission will be improving more
and more as time goes by and there will be a day when i will feel impossible
to feel without serving her.
I always intend to be logical, and
i refuse to believe in fate but i feel i have found not only the Lady
of my dreams but also the most adequate person.. Our so similar cell phone
numbers, our so similar roots, and hundreds of other facts plus the fact
of being accepted as a slave by Ms Claude on my birthday make me believe
that my place in this world is at her feet and that is where i belong
and that is where i will always be.
Mistress Claude, i am yours, i feel
proud of it as i let everyone know about it, i want everyone in the lifestyle
to know that i have found my place in the world and that place is at the
feet. Of the most wonderful Lady on Earth.
I will be your slave for ever and i
will worship You in every way to make sure my Mistress Claude is always
served as you deserve. Nothing and no one will ever keep me out of that
goal as long as you wish it and then i will be the happiest slave on Earth.
There is no possible way to remove from my mind those wonderful experiences
lived while serving you, altogether with the ones to come that will be
the deepest inside of me that will remain there while i stay at your feet
for ever.
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